two months later,

I literally make my dream come true.


**
2011 06, 23
我在睡夢中練習了辭職時要講的台詞。
I rehearsed my speech of quitting the job in my dream today.
**

潔西卡 Jessica

大魔王打了我額頭
我跟他說小老鼠的故事
他們離開後
我躲到屋子
隔壁屋間的惡犬就要撲過來
我把透明的門像夾鏈袋那樣拉起來
拉開白色的窗簾
另一頭的小孩盯著我看
他們說這是潔西卡的房間
我醒了過來滿身是汗
耳朵聽到my bloody valentine的soon


**
The man patted on my forehread.
I told him the story of the little mouse.
After they left,
I hid myself in the house.
The dogs in the next room were running to me.
I zipped the door right before they came out.
I drew the white curtain,
and saw kids on the other side staring at me.
"This is Jessica's room," they said.
I woke up covered in sweat,
and the song playing in my ears was "Soon" by My Bloody Valentine.

游泳課

拎著拖鞋
猶豫該穿紅色的還是藍色的
走過禮堂
穿過一顆顆彈力球
游泳池在活動中心的底下
女孩子在玩日文接龍
德國的潛水艇從窗外飛過
綁著馬利兄弟的布偶
在快要撞上開心玩樂的人群前
急速停止

真心話大冒險

The consequence of speaking out and being honest with your friend is you may absofuckinglutely lose the friend.