彈珠1976

終於看完尋羊之後再看了彈珠1973，有種回頭想知道是什麼讓老鼠走到這。看完彈珠我又看了次和老鼠最後見面在漆黑的房子喝啤酒，把上了發條的鐘停了下來的完全的安靜，門開了老鼠走了出去。想著結尾河口的哭。

那句跟J 說買個唱機和彈珠台吧真是懷舊又感動。

養雞場倉庫電一開，啪啪啪啪亮起來閃著零零零零數字板的七十八臺彈珠台，還是我最喜歡的段落。

"We felt silent again. What we shared was no more than a fragment of a time ling dead. Yet memories remained., warm memories that remained with me like lights from the past. And I would carry those lights in the brief interval before death grabbed me and tossed me back into the crucible of nothingness."

來自過去的火光留存在心裡，溫暖的。

衣角

只要媽媽好像要開始某個灰暗的回憶的時候，我就要趕快切斷慢慢成形的湖，像跟在後頭的復健師拉著衣角，失去重心可是會掉進湖裡的吶。想像以後的事就好啦想那些要幹麻像個老頭地念，前面是一條長的走廊一直往前像河，捏得小小的一角，你跟著媽媽一步一步。

a strange weight

It was a strange weight. In it he could sense the fullness of a woman's existence: loving a man, bearing children, growing old and dying.