Mr. Sadman

Mr. Sadman didn't bring me a dream lover yet, but brought two lovers to my dream today. May his magic beam cast on me and bring me a dream to call my own.


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Mr. Sadman
The Chordettes

Mister Sandman, bring me a dream
Make him the cutest that I've ever seen
Give him two lips like roses in clover
Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over

Sandman, I'm so alone
Don't have nobody to call my own
Please turn on your magic beam
Mister Sandman, bring me a dream

Mister Sandman, bring me a dream
Make him the cutest that I've ever seen
Give him the word that I'm not a rover
Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over

Sandman, I'm so alone
Don't have nobody to call my own
Please turn on your magic beam
Mister Sandman, bring me a dream

Mister Sandman, bring us a dream
Give him a pair of eyes with a "come hither" gleam
Give him a lonely heart like Pagliacci
And lots of wavy hair like Liberacci

Mister Sandman, someone to hold
Would be so peachy before we're to old
So please turn on your magic beam
Mister Sandman, bring us
Please, please, please
Mister Sandman, bring us a dream

黑天鵝

從動物園的黑天鵝到納塔莉的黑天鵝再到以湯姆約克的黑天鵝作結的這個星期五晚上果真是個fucked up night。


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black swan
thom yorke

what will grow crooked you can't make straight it's the price that you've gotta pay do yourself a favor and pack your bags buy a ticket and get on the train buy a ticket and get on the train 'cause this is fucked up, fucked up 'cause this is fucked up, fucked up people get crushed like biscuit crumbs and laid down in the bitumen you have tried your best to please everyone but it just isn't happening no, it just isn't happening and that is fucked up, fucked up well this is fucked up, fucked up this is your blind spot, blind spot it should be obvious, but it's not (but it isn't, but it isn't) you cannot kickstart a dead horse you just cross yourself and walk away i don't care what the future holds 'cause i'm right here and i'm today with your fingers you can touch me i am your black swan, black swan (but i made it to the top, but i made it to the top) and this is fucked up, fucked up be a black swan, black swan and for spare parts, we're broken up you are fucked up fucked up this is fucked up fucked up we are black swans black swans I'm for spare parts broken up

大概是在中世紀 a medieval dream

男子說法語
我問他說英文嗎
挽著他的手

旅店的老板站在門前
老板的兒子爬到屋頂拉起鐵板門
我從樓上看下去一群騎士找不到我


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the man spoke in french
i asked him if he spoke english
and put my hand on his arm

the innkeeper stood in front of the door
keeper's son went to the top of the house
pulling down the iron gate
i looked down and saw
a bunch of knights
not finding where i was

Black Swan

Black Swan
2010 Darren Aronofsky

我看得到的很淺白，所以雖然在意妮娜所有面向壓抑的情感都由性還有情慾解放，以為或許只是因為性是最直接解放的方法，對於電影裡幾個細碎的橋段和線索，也只能覺得有點困惑而沒有理出頭緒，直到看了以mother-daughter sexual abuse解讀妮娜和媽媽的關係後，我的疑惑才都有了解釋，也才發現可能真正想說的故事是這樣的駭人。

電影唯一可以讓人發笑的，對我來說，是妮娜的手機響起天鵝湖音樂。