2020年8月8日

媽媽

甘謝你這世人ê照顧

2020年7月2日

暖暖熱熱

早上做了個夢
有一個什麼捧在手掌暖暖熱熱的

Ninja生日快樂
永遠12歲

2020年3月1日

men without women



The girl was looking off at the line of hills. They were white in the sun and the country was brown and dry.

"They look like white elephants," she said.
"I've never seen one." The man drink his beer.
"No, you wouldn't have."


2020年2月22日

金絲雀



"The painting, the magic and aliveness of it, was like that odd airy moment of the snow falling, greenish light and flakes whirling in the cameras, where you no longer cared about the game, who won or lost, but just wanted to drink in that speechless windswept moment. When I looked at the painting I felt the same convergence on a single point: a sunstruck instant that existed now and forever. Only occasionally did I notice the chain on the finch's ankle, or think what a cruel life for a little living creature--fluttering briefly, forced always to land in the same hopeless place."

結尾章節好像哲理的獨白也無法拯救這本很糟糕的小說。節奏、節奏、節奏,節奏是小說好不好看的關鍵吶,節奏不對瑣碎的描寫和對白只讓人覺得心煩覺得流水帳,不是寫了十年寫了厚厚一本就能稱上傑作吶,喔這還是得了獎的書。

為了說出這本小說很糟這樣的話竟然花了三個星期看完這本很糟的小說也覺得自己非常是在哈囉。

在寫給Hobie的信Theo說他感謝他的良善對待讓他想到小時候和媽媽撿回家照養的流浪狗,他們盡心力照顧他,而事實上他不過有著破壞的心性,這是少少keep in mind 的地方。

2020年2月13日

hunger hurts



"Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love"

2020年1月16日

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2020年1月7日

1Q84


"She quietly stretched out a hand, and Tango took it. The two of them stood there, side by side, as one, wordlessly watching the moon over the buildings. Until the newly risen sun shone upon it, robbing it of its nighttime brilliance. Until it was nothing more than a gray paper moon, hanging in the sky."

結局覺得鬥陣俱樂部i met you at a very strange time in my life,覺得那牽手那月亮揪甘心。

在公園滑梯青豆握起天吾的手,讀得我內心海波浪。怎麼會被這樣不切實際的浪漫感動呢,可能投影的也是心底深深當年那個站在L面前的小女生。

也是二十年了欸。祝好。

"Wasn't better if they kept this desire to see each other hidden within them, and never actually got together? That way, there would always be hope in their hearts. That hope would be a small, yet vital flame that warmed them to their core--a tiny flame to cup one's hands around and protect them from the wind, a flame that the violent winds of realities might easily extinguish."

其實如果可以的話。