i hear my voice

"my scream got lost in a paper cup
you think there's a heaven
where some screams have gone" --tori amos


it's so fuckin' terrible; i lost my voice,become a mermaid overnight.
i open my mouth, but Nothing comes. totally NOTHING.
and you never shut up, while i can hear my voice
only in my head.




"sometimes i said;
sometimes i hear.
i hear my voice silent all these years."