hunger hurts

"Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love"

a strange weight

It was a strange weight. In it he could sense the fullness of a woman's existence: loving a man, bearing children, growing old and dying.

moon

something out there like the moon

when we sway

「當我們搖擺/ 我變弱」

一年

to stop time

peel the tangerines

"This? It's easy. It has nothing to do with talent. What you do isn't make yourself believe that there are tangerines there. You forget that the tangerines are NOT there. That's all."

pull the string

"It made him think of a small room -- a nice, neat room that was a comfortable place to be. It had strings of many colours hanging from the ceiling, strings of different shapes and lengths, and each string, in its own way, sent a thrill of enticement through him. He wanted to pull one, and the strings wanted to be pulled by him. But he didn't know which one to pull. He felt that he might pull a string and have a magnificent spectacle open up before his eyes, but that, just as easily, everything could be ruined in an instant. And so he hesitated, and while he lingered in confusion another day would end."

-- Aeroplane

miracle

as perfect as a miracle.

麥田

麥田 ◎顧城

你在很多人中間看我
看過
你很小
閉上眼睛的時候 很藍

我知道你在一本書裡站著
前邊有木板

怎麼也不知道
春天 看不見 只有一次
花全開了
開得到處都是

後來就很孤單

👹

跟小野獸講野獸國 👹

你總是在看外面的世界

頌歌世界 從犯 ◎顧城

你總是在看外邊的世界
你的腳在找脫鞋
你結婚了
有一塊黑色麥地
你在夢裡偷過東西

你又看看外邊的臺階

好朋友

:「你是我的好朋友」

觸碰詩

觸碰詩 ◎小野洋子

生一個孩子。
透過它的雙眼看世界。
讓它觸碰所有可能之物
並在上面留下指紋
代替簽名。

比如
印度的雪
J. C.的大衣
西蒙的平衡
雲朵
等等



Touch Poem ◎Yoko Ono


Give birth to a child
See the world through its eye
Let it touch everything possible
an leave its fingermark there
in place of a signature


i.e., Snow in India
J.C.'s overcoat
Simone's equilibrium
Clouds
etc.

when the child was a child

"When the child was a child,
it didn’t know that it was a child"

-- Peter Handke

boom boom boom

"Broadcast the boom boom boom boom and make 'em all dance to it"

獸性

美女與野獸　◎假牙
　
她努力的溫柔
終於使他喪失了獸性
從此卻變得索然無味
　
暗搥

賣萌雖然可恥

覺得川島小鳥覺得賣萌雖然可恥但有用

去年十二月

好像是從這張照片開始，動刀後的某個星期六上班路上，去年的最後拍起一張張陰陰暗暗的照，常常拍的inky shadow搭上低彩度低曝光的色彩一整個很不爽朗啊，對顏色的感覺變得不太一樣，那時老想著春天快來吧夏天快來吧還我大把的色。

那個十二月有張想拍沒拍著的照，是動刀的那個星期二下午，我穿著手術服，坐在靠牆的椅子上等待，雖然護理師小姐幫我披了毛巾，冰冷的廳堂冷氣非常強，背對著我坐在椅子上穿綠色手術服的醫生歪斜著身體，右手搭搭地在桌上敲著指節，那背影簡直有種百無聊賴的性感啊，這是冷得要發抖的我想拍下的。

接著我就進了手術室，醫生用他那敲指節的手撥開我頭髮，輕著說著「這裡要剃掉一些頭髮喔。」趴躺在手術檯上的我像隻被溫柔對待的待宰的豬，豬輕聲說好。

原本擔心是蟹足的術後傷口腫大在半年後已經消腫，我也沒再盤起過頭髮上班。

仃

立冬
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